Talking to God as if we used human words, even though I know no words can explain God

Holy Creator 

what do I do when I don't feel worthy

of Your love,    when I doubt? 

And before I finished the thinking the thought,

The Holy Creator whispered to me the answer,

                                                    without scorn and with great kindness:

"Do not be afraid, my son,

you are part of my Creation,

you are one of my children,

you will always be loved by Me.

you are not alone for your fate is the same fate reserved for all life, 

you will return to Me, when it is your time...

and you are only forgetting the blessings you have already been given by Me

and you are only forgetting you are special but no more special than the others

and you are only forgetting to live not in your mind which is full of fears,

for that is the smallest part of you,

the smallest part of the many blessings you have been given by Me,"

Holy Creator

what do I do when my heart is weak and small,

like a little baby bird fluttering in it's nest,

what do I do when my vision is weak,

and I cannot read Your words?

And again the Creator spoke to me without rancor and without derision:

"Do not be afraid, my son,

My words were inscribed on your heart

at the same time your parents

lovingly called your name

and brought your soul forth

out of My divine energy...

and you are only forgetting you are not like a man-made machine,

and you are only forgetting your parts are not like the parts of a clock,

and you are only forgetting you breathe the borrowed air of My forests,

for all creatures breathe My air and drink of My waters, and share My spirit"

Thank You Lord of Life, my Rock, thank You Great Spirit

Thank You Nameless One for I will try to remember and try to see You in my heart

Thank You for lifting me up and bringing me to Your sacred and holy world of life.